just gonna get right to the point-
i’m almost 18, for a few years i lived in georgia with my mom, and i am currently living in a small town in maryland with my dad.
whenever i’m in georgia, there’s so many places to go there’s endless things to do. i get out of the house often when i’m there and my mind is always occupied. i feel like i can do anything
now i’m in maryland. there’s not much here besides the walmart and gas stations. it’s a dread waking up every morning just waking up and going to school and being used to this same depressing routine of doing nothing.
i’m not sure if this is homesickness or maybe a phobia of some sort if there’s a name for what i’m feeling besides feeling like i’m in the wrong place.
i can’t say it has anything to do with family, maybe just not being able to get out and go places all the time.
i’m gonna be going to college/ getting a job so i’m gonna be stuck in this same loop for at least 5-8 more years so i guess i need to figure out a way to cope with these things.
i’m not really sure what i’m asking but feel free to comment if you know this feeling, or how to cope/ what i should do.
anything helps, thanks in advance (,:
Submitted September 29, 2018 at 11:43AM by evnw24 https://ift.tt/2Rgrdyq
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