Tuesday, September 12, 2017

positivechange

This is a question as old as time, but it's not one that can be easily answered. Sure, you can tell someone how it's done, or how you manage, but everyone is a chemical mixing pot. Minds are different, bodies, situations, past, futures. It's all up in the air until someone lives it and we have no idea how it'll mix to create a person.

That being said, I'm struggling with keeping motivation for many things, (life in general), and that's nothing new to anyone. Usually, you can overcome that hill with effort (see paragraph above as this is basically an example of what I said earlier). But I can't seem to do that a lot of the time.

I'll pick something up, try it for a week, then put it down. I've done this so many times with so many things; coding, games, streaming, drawing, story writing, game development, medical career, working out, ask and I've probably attempted it. It's not that I don't want it, but I start seeing how little my effort brings in, which is ridiculous since I don't even give it enough time to flourish.

Am I just impatient? Am I not good enough? How do I keep myself going? What can I do to force myself to ignore the passage of time so I can do what I love and see what benefits I can reap?

It should be noted that maybe I'm not the healthiest individual, but how am I supposed to convince myself to do these things when my own health is often a victim of the same problem?



Submitted September 12, 2017 at 07:15AM by Nimushiru http://ift.tt/2xiwnCg

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